explaination

 you know before I did the MBTI test long ago, I had never thought I am consider as an introvert and I thought the test could be wrong as I resist to believe that because I have wrong understandings about it like alot of people had

and hor when I finally accepted it I told people about it they will be like walao please la you intro ge sai hahahah which just happened
so many people don't understand!
actually I just want to say

I knew it long ago I am an itv but I just realized that I am using it as an excuse for my behaviour or what for quite a period of time a and it's not good

actually I can do more beyond what I thought I can

haih but you know, then you realize it's just fear.