I see the works

First time being a GL in a club which is just as new for me
So i want to say, thank God for every chance and every person you have put in my life
I have been praying alot for my struggles and I know You have been there for me for every moment
Whether is heart thumping one or whether is be at hard situation which I felt so small and insecure or what
Haiz negative thoughts can literally kills a!

But thank you for every chance
Seriously
I kind of complain alot when everything starts, when you put new things in my life, start from 2013 when I kind of come alone to this unfamiliar place
When I felt so bad and when I am so pessimistic about every situation and places I am put into
but then, I was so tired of being such a "saddist" and came to choose to believe that You can really change all the shits I disliked about myself
And then now right, when I think back of the past, I can feel the difference in me you know or not!

Thank God, only God knows how much struggles and efforts you have had
Like there's not 100percent change or what but then looking back, you know like ya you are "in the process" of being mould!
And I am excited for that!

Hahahhaa!
Thanks God! Hallelujah!
You really heard My prayers leh! Walao! Okay i excited can?!