PTI

I am going to PTI!!!!

Eventually my heart has prepared to leave my sweet home for six weeks already!
Six weeks leh!!!!
I have never leave pontian for so long!!
Even if we went overseas we just left home for two weeks TT

I don't know if I am going to miss home TT

My mum said I won't haha
Except when I am thirsty or hungry
Then I will miss her
Haha

Erm
My life has been not going on the path recently
I think the problem is on myself ya
Too lazy and being too proud again
= ="
Too proud to think I can handle things on my own
And too lazy to even want to make a change
I am following my mood too much
Ya I am always not a disciplined person I know

Just like going back to the old self
ESP new me is eventually fading off~~~~~

And now I hope this PTI will be a good guide for me to back to the right route
One of the thing I hope I can be transform through PTI

Second!
I hope I can gain a lot knowledge through the lessons there
To understand more of His word
To have stronger faith
To have a closer relationship with Him
And LOVE
Know how much more He love us
And how I shall love back

And
I hope my questions in my heart will be answered there
Hope to be more confident in myself

And one more thing very important one!
I hope there's no pretense in me when i am there
Not going to please anybody
Not going to hide myself because of fear
Just be who I am
So that I can be corrected
So that a new, passionate, warm and  sincere heart can be reform there!

End of saying My expectations haha

Erm but Seriously
Got something I don't like is that
I hate sharing!
maybe because I don't know how to express my thoughts and I often found myself saying things which was just typical
Like I copied the speech or thoughts from somebody else and maybe express or evaluate the same thing out again
Which wasn't even my own thoughts
TT
Maybe because I know what I think was wrong so I made use of others words to make up of my own sharing
That's lying I know TT
So most of the time I would rather keep quiet...quiet....quiet....
Silence is gold~

Ya hope this silly little problem of mine can be changed too
:D

That's all,
Really damn lots stuff to pack!!!!
Got a little excited for it hahahaa
Is good to start with a little excitement!
Then i know eventually it will grow into great surprises!

Goodnight !