Changed and change

因为害怕变化   所以都不敢很真心很珍惜

因为变化 会间接受伤  所以冷漠?

Many changes are going to happen or is happening during this stage
Adolescent to adulthood

Physically and mentally
Is good but..
sincerity is getting harder to find

So maybe ten years later
Or No need so long
Five years bah
Will your laughter still be the same?
Will you still tell me the truth without pleasing me again?
Will you still be nice to me even if I have nothing beneficial for u?
Will you still smile at me from the bottom of your heart?

Will the answers be..No?

Because I can sense things started to change already since we left school
:(

I know we are stepping into a dog-eat-dog world arghh
Coming to understand more and more about this big big world
Where many things could happen

I don't know if this is a part of growing up
To compromise with the realistically  world
Maybe for a lot of people... For u.. is a ..yes?
:(

Hmm don't say people la
What about me?

Hmm I don't know what I will be like
in the future as well
But I hope I can still be with God church and all that is good with the rest of my life
To have wisdom in differentiating good and evil
To stand firmly on what is right

But is difficult la I know
Because temptations is out there
Searching for victims
And Hearing stories since young from both of my very big sisters (haha) make me know that it could be nearly impossible with our own strength

Maybe without God's presence is really hard lo

Okay la
These are uncertainty
Who knows the future?
Maybe just to prepare my heart to kmow what is going to happen next

So close with a nice quote which I saw yesterday:

''May God grants me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change

The courage to change the things I can

And the wisdom to know the difference. ''

I need these..
And so sorry for the first line in this posting
I will try to change
To have the courage to change the thing I can as well

Happy Sunday!