Thursday, July 3, 2014

on a vacation?

:D Here we have...

Fresh  mangosteens!
Fresh fishes!!
Fresh durians!!!
Fresh bananas!!!!

And a lot more things which you will never really appreciate in the past

I went in my very own room today, and my own toilet!!
Damn, I don't know why I even complained to my mum that my room and toilet was TINY before...
it looks so SPACIOUS to me now!!
alright ren jia dang chu nian shao wu zhi ke yi ma~~

well!!
haha and I guess I kind of miss the special mix of milo at the beach there
and all the coconut trees which I have not see in a while
can't stop for feeling excited cause I am going with my mum later!

It's funny I even miss my Johnnie don't know why
is like 'home' is a term where every bit of these link together in my mind

I know I am not like studying in KL or very-far-countries out there
I can come back any time WAHAHA envy right? xD
but then new environment actually somehow represent new life
things are just different from what you're familiar with or what you grew up with
and now is like they can only be existing in you, somewhere deep in your heart which group themselves together as the 'old life'
new environment, new people, new life,
Nothing to rant about thou
as changes are just a part of growing up, I believe.
There's no such worldly matters that could be with you forever... like ever.

but one thing no! i DON'T want it to be changed!
that's...
ME!!  :D
I want to be the same pure and cute and innocent and adorable me wahahaa! :D
no la, i mean I don't want to be changed by how environment could shape me! :(
haiya I know things can be uncertain, I don't know what I will be like after ten years striving in the reality
but that's a wish,
Nobody ever want to lose themselves right?
I don't know but it doesn't sound happy
Growing to be mature and being childlike may not necessary to be in contrast
I believe they could be on the same boat
and.. that's more than just a wish,
it's a prayer too.




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