Wah! My presentation only got a B!
Abit disappointed and I know I should really work hard for the next!!!!
Being the third week here, I found out here,
nothing is the same with the old comfortable lazy life again!
Back in my little dato in pontian everything was so comfortable, u can be so carefree and nobody ever cares
u can show your laziness and basically I like to go to school (except for the waking up moment)
because that's a place to play and hang out with friends XD
u can broke all the rules super easily
u can run out from school an hour before school ends
u can late for almost everything, late for school, late for tuition, late for classes
u can ponteng in toilet, go there lepak, selfie, chat
stay up late for 15mins in recess everyday until miza come!
chit chatting in class all day long, sleep the whole class u like
and then u can choose to ponteng if you just don't feel like going to school
and most importantly, I cant remember any tough homework I got to finish, basically there's hardly any homework to finish at home
haha and then u don't really care if you will be punish for the misbehave or not,
because you've got your companion! and your laziness speaks louder xD
and then I remember form1 until form 4 our class always have DAMN LOT of kelas kosong,
our teachers pregnant ALOT hahaha or else just have their stuff to busy about
okay now I feel abit ashamed of some of my misbehave.. as I had been a teacher before
so.. sorry for those teacher I disrespect when I slept in class...or when I lazy do your homework... or when I chat in class :(
But it's still kind of great memory! xD
spm year is more normal then but
is not that tough than I thought it will be
Actually still the same chatting in every tuition and class hmmm....
a bit regret then, because I got so use to it I feel hard to stay quiet in class now :(
seriously, this is the kind of the FAMOUS AND HIGH CLASS KLUSTER DATO SCHOOL which a lot of people want to in? hmmm...
Basically the conclusion for secondary school life =
R
E
L
A
X
everything was done cin cin cai cai,
because nobody is being that serious about rules or principles in school
nobody is going to care much
sometimes I don't feel like I deserve those results
because of luck?
then that's really bad...because I got so used to depend on luck and not working hard
IN Poly,right here....
there's no any lucky-lady waving her hands at u!!
They take things REALLY serious
If you are late, you will be recorded late, and that affects a lot of things
If you feel like don't wanna go to school, u still have overcome your frustration to get up
because your attendance matters a lot to your results
and your results Speaks LOUDER than anything
But back there in pontian....
I was almost late everyday in school and tuition classes or even church....
and I am too good in procrastinating back there
It's so hard to change because u see I am still typing my blog now ignoring all those things I need to study :D
U have to be extraordinary early
like last time go to dato I can wake up at 6.45 and starts my car at 6.50 to drive to school which we had to arrive at 7.05am
and most of the time I still consider on time when I arrived xD
BUT HERE HOR, 9 o'clock class I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8AM!!!
and leave my home at 8.30 although my house is so near to school, if I had my small kancil I will just have to drive for 3-5 minutes like that :(
Have to wait bus, so slow, walk to school... grrr every morning is pure torture because instead of a 5 min car journey u actually spent about half an hour just to reach school..
hmphh :(
maybe this is the chance that God wants to change me.. :(
To change this bad habit of mine of procrastinating and being late all the time..
Back to the presentation stuff
So after the presentation there are this two guys from China
arguing with our lecturer
I didn't really care that I got a B or what I just feel that I have to do better the next time
but then I found out they care so much,
and then they actually want a distinction! (wow.. I asked one of the guy, then he told me that actually his dream is to achieve.... perfect score for the final GPS
do u know how crazy this is?
this is really crazy!!!
cause for me I think the courses are really difficult and to get a distinction in EVERYTHING...erm...
is not impossible but is a bit far from possible... maybe for me ...
and he is not the only one.. so many competitors!
because here the opportunity will not come to you bian bian,
but you have to find and seek it yourself!
even a little talk about presentation yesterday, so damn kiasu one = =
we already registered for that talk already, (the registration also need to queue up so long and need to actually RUN! to be the first to register it.... = =)
then we cannot find the place, then we went to ask the person in charge just told us that it's close
then I wonder why leh we already register leh
then she told us that... they accept 200 people for registration but they will ONLY PROVIDE 100 PLACES
saying nicely is first come first serve but the truth is just SEE WHO RAID THE PLACES FIRST....
walao = = like this also got...
Then I began to realize that here really really very competitive, much more competitive than what I thought it would be...
I am such a lazy girl which do things like green vege ( cin cai),
Never really working hard.... Always like the excited feeling of being last minute in everything... slow and enjoy the comfortable life of being lazy...
basically just wasted my life for the whole secondary school life
...
then suddenly realize I need to really change my super lazy attitude here,
in order to survive,
in order to not letting down my mum down and not wasting her money,
in order to strive for opportunity
in order to win a chance..
wow!
I need a change!!
I guess God wants me to become a better person here, through studying here
Getting out from my cosy bed, cosy home, cosy life
To be moulded so I can be sharper! just like my Chinese name hahaha :D
So.. next goal is to add this value firmly to my character:
HARDWORKING!
Abit disappointed and I know I should really work hard for the next!!!!
Being the third week here, I found out here,
nothing is the same with the old comfortable lazy life again!
Back in my little dato in pontian everything was so comfortable, u can be so carefree and nobody ever cares
u can show your laziness and basically I like to go to school (except for the waking up moment)
because that's a place to play and hang out with friends XD
u can broke all the rules super easily
u can run out from school an hour before school ends
u can late for almost everything, late for school, late for tuition, late for classes
u can ponteng in toilet, go there lepak, selfie, chat
stay up late for 15mins in recess everyday until miza come!
chit chatting in class all day long, sleep the whole class u like
and then u can choose to ponteng if you just don't feel like going to school
and most importantly, I cant remember any tough homework I got to finish, basically there's hardly any homework to finish at home
haha and then u don't really care if you will be punish for the misbehave or not,
because you've got your companion! and your laziness speaks louder xD
and then I remember form1 until form 4 our class always have DAMN LOT of kelas kosong,
our teachers pregnant ALOT hahaha or else just have their stuff to busy about
okay now I feel abit ashamed of some of my misbehave.. as I had been a teacher before
so.. sorry for those teacher I disrespect when I slept in class...or when I lazy do your homework... or when I chat in class :(
But it's still kind of great memory! xD
spm year is more normal then but
is not that tough than I thought it will be
Actually still the same chatting in every tuition and class hmmm....
a bit regret then, because I got so use to it I feel hard to stay quiet in class now :(
seriously, this is the kind of the FAMOUS AND HIGH CLASS KLUSTER DATO SCHOOL which a lot of people want to in? hmmm...
Basically the conclusion for secondary school life =
R
E
L
A
X
everything was done cin cin cai cai,
because nobody is being that serious about rules or principles in school
nobody is going to care much
sometimes I don't feel like I deserve those results
because of luck?
then that's really bad...because I got so used to depend on luck and not working hard
IN Poly,right here....
there's no any lucky-lady waving her hands at u!!
They take things REALLY serious
If you are late, you will be recorded late, and that affects a lot of things
If you feel like don't wanna go to school, u still have overcome your frustration to get up
because your attendance matters a lot to your results
and your results Speaks LOUDER than anything
But back there in pontian....
I was almost late everyday in school and tuition classes or even church....
and I am too good in procrastinating back there
It's so hard to change because u see I am still typing my blog now ignoring all those things I need to study :D
U have to be extraordinary early
like last time go to dato I can wake up at 6.45 and starts my car at 6.50 to drive to school which we had to arrive at 7.05am
and most of the time I still consider on time when I arrived xD
BUT HERE HOR, 9 o'clock class I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8AM!!!
and leave my home at 8.30 although my house is so near to school, if I had my small kancil I will just have to drive for 3-5 minutes like that :(
Have to wait bus, so slow, walk to school... grrr every morning is pure torture because instead of a 5 min car journey u actually spent about half an hour just to reach school..
hmphh :(
maybe this is the chance that God wants to change me.. :(
To change this bad habit of mine of procrastinating and being late all the time..
Back to the presentation stuff
So after the presentation there are this two guys from China
arguing with our lecturer
I didn't really care that I got a B or what I just feel that I have to do better the next time
but then I found out they care so much,
and then they actually want a distinction! (
do u know how crazy this is?
this is really crazy!!!
cause for me I think the courses are really difficult and to get a distinction in EVERYTHING...erm...
is not impossible but is a bit far from possible... maybe for me ...
and he is not the only one.. so many competitors!
because here the opportunity will not come to you bian bian,
but you have to find and seek it yourself!
even a little talk about presentation yesterday, so damn kiasu one = =
we already registered for that talk already, (the registration also need to queue up so long and need to actually RUN! to be the first to register it.... = =)
then we cannot find the place, then we went to ask the person in charge just told us that it's close
then I wonder why leh we already register leh
then she told us that... they accept 200 people for registration but they will ONLY PROVIDE 100 PLACES
saying nicely is first come first serve but the truth is just SEE WHO RAID THE PLACES FIRST....
walao = = like this also got...
Then I began to realize that here really really very competitive, much more competitive than what I thought it would be...
I am such a lazy girl which do things like green vege ( cin cai),
Never really working hard.... Always like the excited feeling of being last minute in everything... slow and enjoy the comfortable life of being lazy...
basically just wasted my life for the whole secondary school life
...
then suddenly realize I need to really change my super lazy attitude here,
in order to survive,
in order to not letting down my mum down and not wasting her money,
in order to strive for opportunity
in order to win a chance..
wow!
I need a change!!
I guess God wants me to become a better person here, through studying here
Getting out from my cosy bed, cosy home, cosy life
To be moulded so I can be sharper! just like my Chinese name hahaha :D
So.. next goal is to add this value firmly to my character:
HARDWORKING!
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