Money money money

I need to work TT why seven eleven don't want me TT!!!! Why!!!!!

I really dont know how lucky I am lo 

To have such parents who will 超级无敌省下一切for me, for us....

My mum and dad had basically gave up so much things for me to let me to study here 

And still I keep on spend their money like I am from a 有一点钱的家

I should have know I am not like them...

My classmate from China they can buy a simple Tshirt for 90 sgd, pants for 600+!? Bicycle for 1000sgd ?!?!?

Okay no need that far, they won't think staying in a 500sgd condo is expensive, they won't think that watching movie every week is expensive, they won't think that having a 10sgd meal is expensive

I know this is quite normal for a lot of people as well

And Sometimes I kind of thinking that way too

But when I see my mum, and dad, who just want to save every penny for me, I really feel I am so bad to think that's normal to spend money like that......

take for an example: they would rather walk 20 minutes than to take the 4sgd sentosa train to save the money, they will buy the cheapest biscuit for themselves at home, they will keep on repairing the same stuff than to buy a new one even is some kind of cheap item, my mum bushe de go out to eat Pontian Restaurant even is just bakuteh or 玫瑰 because she don't want to waste that kind of 

money..and many much more la

Haih I am not trying to say our family financial status very Cham or what is just that 他们做的每一件事都是为我想 我却当成理所当然 还一直埋怨这样节省太辛苦很stress 

其实花的也都是他们的钱 有什么资格反驳呢

And some more now is like 2.75, haih I really really need to work more... I have been very lazy to go to work recently  but I don't think I can be like this anymore since my mum is going to 退休

Means half of the salary

... Even though my sis had started to work already but still they have their life, and Malaysia ringgit really 好不争气...I also don't know if to 3 该怎么办

And now I am in my sister hotel, having to be in this deluxe room is the first time for me! And we both think that because the normal room had already been booked by the sea games guest, so the hotel gave them to stay in this deluxe room which is quite 豪华to this suagu me haha

And then why suddenly think of this is because I always think 这些地方没什么大不了 but then suddenly 想想一下 without my sis I really cannot have the chance to stay in this type of place lo... 

It's really super not cheap for a family like us lo............

Then I still always think that everything is just 理所当然, a super not rich family like us having the chance to go overseas, even is just Hongkong is really very fortunate Le, but last time I still very diaogeh 自以为有什么了不起，

其实所有机会都是靠姐姐辛苦做工帮我争取 还有一份疼我的心 

Then爸爸妈妈非常省吃俭用省下的钱 加上老娘善于理财 我才有机会去那些不太容易有机会去的地方

难怪那时候一直给她们骂 

因为这些都真的是他们努力下来的结果 我却什么都不用做就可以享受到 

of course被骂一下是应该的...才可以体会其实真的对他们来说 这一切得来不易..

得来不易啊

So now, 突然间觉得thanks to my parents, dajie and cu

Now what I have, what I am 

is basically ALL BECAUSE OF THEM, 

Is not 理所当然的 but because someone actually work hard for it, for you.

I think before I tell myself to work hard for my future and everything I really need to learn to be grateful for everything they had given to me, and to learn to cherish and treasure all things but not take things for granted, stop grumbling as they already give me their best, although sometimes you envy the people around you, who can spend so much money as they like, who can buy sibeh many clothes and always drink Starbucks, who can do things which people think it's normal to do but for you it's actually spending your old parents' 老本, so don't you feel guilty for grumbling and envy for them?!?

And to save more money le as you got influence by people around you thinking a 8sgd meal isn't expensive ,well it obviously is for you! 还是要看看自己帽子有多大okay, and thinking watching 7sgd movie once a week is okay, 其实这些钱以前你是会省下来的..but now 好像以为在花谁的钱这样

And tonight I just went to uss for free because of peixuan and I should feel grateful also right but she is so rude to me and I really don't like it, it doesn't matter if it's free or not I don't need to bear your attitude just because you gave me a free ticket, I rather not have it then. I really so Annoyed and cha Yi dian 走掉回家 but then it will be so awkward  as we will still meet each other in NDP training! But then things become better after I told her I don't like it and she became much more controlled le so I should still be grateful for the ticket right? Haha

Thanks lo! 

Still abit pekcek though sometimes when thinking back

So I need to sleep now in this 短暂的奢侈了

Goodnight!