Say you Love me

Lol my whatsapp is so quiet because everyone had gone to esp and i dont even have to bother to check my hp every few...hours?  Sometimes minutes la hahaha

This two weeks are exam week
The fact is that i already taken an exam today
Which is damn freaking difficult lol

That's not what i want to said
Well i just want to tell everyone and myself to love yourself
Not that kind of selfish love but to 自爱自重

I have been telling some friends out there about this here and there

But funny thing is that is it that i have 健忘症
i dont even really love myself
Starts from appearance like my nose and FOREHEAD!!! sometimes ears 副乳 arms.....
Sometimes own characteristics like why am i like this like that not as smart like xxx not as funny like xxx not as confident as xxx not as real as xxx not as pure as xxx lol...
Sometimes the personal traits
Sometimes my background
And constantly feeling that everyone is doing better than me
Ya i know this feeling sucks SUCKS TERRIBLY if u ever felt it u know how bad it could make u feel
Ya is more or less because of stupid comparisons made but more often is that, i never really truly accept who i am, LOVE the way I am, accept and love all the flaws and imperfections

I dont know what i am doing all the time
What i have now i really should love and be thankful for, my life, my family, my friends around me
He always know what's the best for me, but still i yearn for something that i might not be suitable with

Be thankful and LOVE what he gave and is going to give me
everything will work out for the best!

It's difficult to do but essential and important to

You know the song "all of me" by John legend
Dedicate the song from you to yourself!
"Cause all of me, loves all of you!"
Hahhaa like.... schizophrenia

I have been struggling till this far to stay and be who i am
To be yourself
To accept yourself
But forget one thing that's  important,
without LOVE, how can i truly be and accept who i am?