Unhappy moments could mean..there's something to learn?

I always thought because of age gap, i will never really understand what you have been through and what u told me have always terrifies me damn alot
I know it's the truth for this bloody world
That's why i am scared, i am unsure of how strong i can be to face it, because i know i am not made of steel but glass
U know even steel has it's fatigue point! (#anotherreminderformetogostudy)

I always thought u are an experience-teller and  u are there to share me all those experience so i will be careful, i wont repeat the same progress, i will be better for my life!

Still, i am terrified because of the waves of negative thoughts from you
Neverending worries flush into my mind everytime after i meet u
It makes me feel so unhappy, of course who can be happy and glad with so much worries

I know, there much more i can get from you other than all those negatives emotion,
Because everything has its purpose

And now then i realise,
U are actually a reminder, or a *warner to me
Not to only warn me how horrible this world is,
but also to remind me how hard is it to live in this cruel world joyously without clinging to something reliable,
it could be your own faith, your own values, your own philosophy of life
But whatever it is,
It has to bring u the sparks of ..
HOPE

I then realise, how important those things are to us, because of how fragile we could be. Feeling sad and worried about uncertainties wont make life any better

Is there anything u are depending on? U are clinging on?
I dont know but i hope i wont lose those important things by the vicious grip of the world

But please.. please.. believe that
Everyone has a purpose here in life,
So are you.
I know i am just a small kiddo in your eye but isnt this the truth from God to us?

It's difficult, i know i m going to face something much more disastrous, but still, i hope i can always keep in mind what's more important thing for us in this life

Last but not least
Not only to myself,
But to you as well:

Be optimistic, be real, be strong
And Also
With the supply of love and hope and faith from above.
Amen.