Nothing to do in mrt

I was in a midst of wooing an ou xiang ju which was introduced to me very long time ago by a girl that is.. quite admired by me :D

Haha
是的！ jiang jiang! ~程又青 李大仁
过时蛤我知道哈哈 不过现在流行复古吗

HAha It's quite a nice plot la although sometimes the storyline is very unrealistic I know
Story of green again, who always have a big human by her side, somemore is a handsome one leh!
So envy right! Like what hocier said.. hmph!

But i still find myself hard to not be dreamy
Haiz, is it everyone who watch those kind of ou xiang ju will wish to be like the main female role
And then i have to spend my time to pull myself out of that fantasy
Sometimes, i know is not that i dont feel like watching those kind of o.x.j., but i understand myself enough that i know if the drama is soo good, i will definitely fall deeply obsess into the drama and 欲罢不能

现实 偶像剧, 傻傻分不清楚

And then have to waste my strength and mana to wake up back to this real life
TT
I scare that kind of addiction, being so addictive that you actually using up all your time, whole day thinking about it ,whole night dreaming about it and then imagining things blah blah blah

So pekcek, then you could be so disappointed to your own dull life and so you feel constantly empty that you need another good drama to fill u up,
I know! cause this kind of o.x.j is like last time those 小说 which i can stay up all night to read and dream that i am the one living inside the story

And i was right!
Even last night before i fell asleep, my brain was so deeply affected by the drama scene tha i kept have the scene popping inside my head that makes me insomnia and i didn't really sleep well and even dreamed of my own scene with my brain cells plotting the story
Duhhh!

Make me today so tired and disappointed to wake up, somemore at 5 leh!

I know it could relieve stress and is a good entertainment but
It's my own problem la i know TT

but what should i do!! Haha
Slap myself or pour myself ice water? Haha ice bucket challenge meh!

Ahhh! Only can say luckily i didn't bring back my pendrive to copy the drama back here if not...... TT( Of course i will go back and finish it soon but i don't want myself to keep thinking of it!)
And luckily auntie house here have NO wifi access! 是祸是福！？haha

Alright, and luckily my own little mind remind me of how unrealistic those o.x.j. can be and let me come to realise that this is the only life i had
Be grateful and live well!!
Don't envy a not real thing la aiyo
You dont have lidaren but
you have a God to be with you all the time and the Holy Spirit inside you!
And family, friends who always make u feel happy and blissful! XD

But of course the drama is nice and it has alot of good 人生大道理 too!

It's just..... i need to wake myself up!

Okay, finally, " yio chu kang"! Hehehe