my auntie(landlord) so funny keep on answering 美华 in 夜市人生
Ya basically she's talking to the tv screen
Besides, the back ground music is like so emotional, which is when 美华 try to reveal 小三, then uncle and auntie just laugh so loud i really dont know why
Lol hahaha
Anw! I am back from Rio camp!
It's my first time joining a non-church-camp which stayed for two nights !
It's in Pulau Ubin
And a member of the group described it as a God forsaken place hahaha which i think is 再适合不过
Okay, it's actually okay la although when i am IN that camp i actually keep on asking myself why am I here why why why walking stupid paths under scorching hot sun if I knew it at first I will never come why why I come?!!
And there's super lot mosquitoes there, the leaders were looking like as if have chickenpox like that, grosssssss
I feel so sad for my legs and feet
as my knees recently already keep on produce "clark clark" sound then still walked for so long like more than 10 hours?!
It's like... putting salts in a too sweet milo!
Worsen the case!
But ...it's okay!
I still believe God let me to go this camp for a reason
Okay, it's not about the so-called challenges which was actually just plain tortured ( sorry leader...)
But walking together with random people was actually fun too la
Although sometimes I felt so uncomfortable for not able to talk too much
But at least I did talked to everyone, sui ran it's just random stuffs)
And also a girl named Constance she's told me in the first night she's literally a book worm in secondary school
But then 人不可貌相
She jing ran is super obsessed with Nicki Minaj's and she's like singing Anaconda all the time until now my head also got the shadow of that stupid pervert song
Even when she cried out OMG with a slower pace, I still wondering if she will continue say/sing/rap: "look at her butt"
LOL anaconda become her signature in my memory hahaa
Anw Seriously
i want to say one thing that i learned!
It's not about the physical stuffs, it's about the values and beliefs
i realised that,
Sometimes, people really need people
We need each other,
It's Not only to laugh, to talk to, to fool around, to be loved,
But also
To fall,
to learn,
And to GROW.
i just want to thank God for every opportunity He gave me
Thank God for He just always show me things which is good for me
I may not know what I need, but He knows everything
Thank You, not only with those people You let me knew and met around,
no matter is now or before or in future,
No matter who he/she is, when we met, just thank you
I realise I shouldn't be so grumby about the past, about the loss, about the pain? Aiyo I always thought my life will be much better if I dont have this dont have that experiences before
Why like this why like that apa ini wahlao
Sometimes when a sermon is taught, u cannot understand fully what is that but when u reflects back, u realize what is happening, it's true
He knows what you need better than you do
He knows!
Many times we are expecting to receive good things from others(caring, kindness,love.. etc)
But Sometimes,
It's not only about good or bad people you met,
It could be about gaining lessons too.
Either in a good or bad way,it's still gaining!
Alright, you know, i feel that He is teaching me more and more stuffs which I have not experienced before here in another country (ahaha sounds far)
Just, I am grateful for the understandings You gave me, it meant alot for me.
Very late dy..
So i wish to end this in a more singapore way
God, thank you sia! :D
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