Was planning to take a look at what bishan library has got!
Then saw a side of a thick big book
"This star won't go out"
I tot is what romance palia book but then the author name caught my attention
Esther Grace?
Esther?
Hahaha is not because of hocier of course u dont think too much
Is because i remembered John Green once claimed that he got an awesome friend named esther who got thyroid cancer and that's why he knows alot about it
he said he liked and likes her alot
Well, to my surprise this book is actually all about this girl who john green once mentioned
The introduction was made by him too
Was planning to just take a quick glance through the book
As i wasn't planning to be too emotional today lol
But sadly, at the end of the day, i made up my mind to let it be the first book i ever borrow in NLB library!
Unlike tfios, this is a true story and i couldn't help to relate it with tfios
The girl with the oxygen tank, water in her lung, tube inserted through her nostrils..
Tfios for me is just a story, but this is someone real, something really happened before
And everything about hazel appearance is described just like Esther!
No wonder john green can describe everything like it ever existed
Gosh,
It's such a complicated feelings mixing both things together
Fiction and non fiction
Alright, this book ruins my plan for the whole emotional idea
It's.... really touching
About Esther
About her passion
About Love
I havent read habis la but just feel very amazing of how i found this book and how it relates to tfios and how i being touched dao sob alittle in the library
But i really cannot forget a verse kind of quoted down by his father from the bible
'Love is stronger than death.'
john green was still angry at her death
And probably that's why, u could sense the 不爽 feels occasionally in tfios towards God
But not in this book
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