Is a song-blessing

"We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise"

Ah!! No more complaining
So I was so into my problem
Feeling so helpless
Trying to solve it on my own
But who am I
Thanks for showing care and understand what I said,How tiring it is
That matters a lot!!
Yes! A lot! Finally!! People understand what I express!!!! He's

But no matter how difficult it is
How little I can do
And how ignorant I am
How many pimples popping out because of anger
How much brain juice wasted
Or how many days more to get my sore throat recover
I am still going on!!!

The result may still be the same
Disappointment
Exhausted
Devastated
Helpless
But this time,
Maybe gonna ask for strength from Him
With mouth I said will try my best
But my best is not the best without Him! Is... Actually horrible both from the outside and inside
I guess I really need strength
For I am just like them! Kiddo!
Just size different!! Hehe

Too proud to think I can!
I can't, on my own, who am I, I am not even good in that ministry as a teacher

I don't know

Things may still be the same tomorrow
But guess not to focus too much on the outcome for what's the point for hating everything and keeps on blaming
Knowing that the journey is also important
Without the journey, how can u get to the destination
As the foundation lies on the inside
Ahh!!? Too deep? Haha

just too much to have all these carried on a unqualified shoulder
So, ??
Admit you r so small and
We Need You~!!