have a little faith

okay, very surprisingly

I wasn't plan for this!!!! 

yes, I always scared of handling kids as I had some .... scary experiences with BASTARDY KIDS

actually sorts of reluctant!

and that day Emily told me of this offer and teacher Ng mentioned my name to her

I want to reject her at first , so i just simply said I will discuss with my mum

who knows, my dad and mum strongly recommend me to go

I know this could be a good experience

I know this could make me learn a lot of things

I know this is a challenge!!

then I thought of this..

if I didn't go and have a try because of fearfulness..

will it be too cowardice?
hmm ya!

so at least I should give it a try

but I really wasn't mentally prepare
lol nowadays is teacher who scared of students!!
btw I had bought new skirts! and is wondering now how am I going to talk in class with this ....
rock and roll voice..!
ahaha

never mind, just do it! Do beset!
and see what will happened tomorrow!!!!!
Be confident!!! :D