NONONO

lol my house CU so cute haha

her blog so cute :DDD

hahahahhaa although in reality she sometimes very....qianda

and never pay attention to what I said grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

nevermind, still cute and I think she probably wont read this haha





haiya .... I want to say

Sorry, I lied

The truth is I had a lot of things in my heart.. to tell you maybe

but I really really don't know how to tell you


I guess I am returning to my small dark site again as you said before

where I hold everything in my belly
( that's why my stomach seems larger and larger xD )

... Lol, what to do? I don't know.

I blamed my brain for being stupid blamed my mum my dad for being special blamed this blamed that

but do blaming helps???????? complaining doesn't help AT ALL

no improvement but only helps hatred to grow

I have not becoming better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I don't want to be like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when can I get rid of that?!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's been 3 years more!!!!!!!!!!!


I shall depend on God more

I shall be confident and have more faith in Him

I shall know my values in Him

I shall not being distract away by stupid worldly matters or stupid desire

I shall overcome this

I shall put this as my resolution for this year!!!

Jiayouuuuuu :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD




But

Fear eats me up

Insecure as usual

arghhhh

Am I going to lose ?

:(





OK NOOOOO

This is just a process hey

a processs okay???

process :(


PTI fast fast fast fast fast comeeeeeee