Phobia of "NEW"

I went to a new group again,
Then hor as usual, the feeling of knowing new people makes me abit sien la
they are christian group, also they are quite nice la
Just, you know, tired to know someone new, you just want to stay in your comfort zone and really buxiang step out to get to something new and unfamiliar
Haizzz, and tired to try to hide the craziness inside of me xD

Haha but then this is one of the way in life that could make us learn new stuffs, and 成长

Actually growing up is not really that bad afterall
Because actually no matter how old you are, 只要心态正确 一切都会是正面快乐的！ 年龄不是问题!

So jiayou! New things come new experiences! Smile, be yourself, grow up and believe all things will work for the good!

***** jump tone
And there's this particular guy, which really 让人觉得很难得

But he is from China! My sister told me dont find a guy from China, it's too far! Not realistic!

我只是觉得他是个很适合嫁的人选

And then 还蛮令人欣赏的

但还是小心点好  不可以太喜欢人家

希望早点看到他令我不喜欢的一面

看清现实总是比较实际的