Spalding! Hoho

I bought basketball spalding! Hahahaha so happy and we played together in school
They are so steady sia especially Anqi and harry like say 7am meet at school then they really come despite how early they got to wake up

Then afternoon with anqi played with ming and prem again
And we won! Hohoho

Hahahaha really fun la!
Hope can get to play again and improve skills!
Anqi 虽然初学者可是很会 block 人 TT
可是从以前到现在都 一直不敢超球
好像有心理障碍这样
我一定要克服它！
羡慕他们那种无畏的精神啊！

And then 打球的时候那种全神贯注的感觉又回来了！ 什么都不用想 尽情地让汗水挥洒
多么爽哈哈哈

其实昨天蛮sad 的
没有听课 没有尽力 自以为是 骄傲的态度
Then quiz 出来都不会做
CNC 还少点！ == 活该咯 上个礼拜不懂在发什么呆 老师暗示我自己还全然不知。。
还好刚才有像样一点问数学老师不会的
然后昨天pray 过了
今天好像所有负面的东西也随着汗水流出来了！ 哈哈
虽然跑一点点就累死了 但还是很爽啊

我以为中学过了就没什么机会打球了 哈哈哈哈 没想到还有机会improve 一下
哈哈哈 很好玩！

Thanks God for this chance :D

And then please calm my roaring heart, God
I am drifting...... drifting away
Pride vain temptations come and I am in danger!

Please guide my heart Lord...

其实不管在哪里都一样
一直在被环境影响一直在打圈圈
只有一起静下来聆听神的教导的时候 一起祷告 或 worship
才被拉了一把 该如梦初醒的感觉

可是这都只是循环

快输给挑战了 我真的好幼稚

Phobia of "NEW"

I went to a new group again,
Then hor as usual, the feeling of knowing new people makes me abit sien la
they are christian group, also they are quite nice la
Just, you know, tired to know someone new, you just want to stay in your comfort zone and really buxiang step out to get to something new and unfamiliar
Haizzz, and tired to try to hide the craziness inside of me xD

Haha but then this is one of the way in life that could make us learn new stuffs, and 成长

Actually growing up is not really that bad afterall
Because actually no matter how old you are, 只要心态正确 一切都会是正面快乐的！ 年龄不是问题!

So jiayou! New things come new experiences! Smile, be yourself, grow up and believe all things will work for the good!

***** jump tone
And there's this particular guy, which really 让人觉得很难得

But he is from China! My sister told me dont find a guy from China, it's too far! Not realistic!

我只是觉得他是个很适合嫁的人选

And then 还蛮令人欣赏的

但还是小心点好  不可以太喜欢人家

希望早点看到他令我不喜欢的一面

看清现实总是比较实际的

Wie geht es ihnen?

frankly speaking, i wasnt good if you asked me how are you

How low, how lost, how empty, how desperate can you be?

I always thought when u told me hen sien is because you got nothing to do,
But then I finally understand what u said earlier
“不是一定要没事做才会显好吗”

Things doesn't make sense, life is meaningless
This is definitely not a great feeling
But who never went through low period of time?!
Everybody does!
We go up and down, high and low
Even it's sorts of recycle
But it has its time, and then time goes by, you go through it, and then it will become your past!

Btw
My mum told cu to whatsapp me to guess what's this
"Father 又是gong gong企鵝"

Haha it's actually her idea to memorize my sg Number hahaha and it really so funny
Still got other 'idea' of hers la and so hao xiao hahahahhaa
Then CU told me mum said i looked gloomy
And she told cu want make baobao happy
Then i felt so gan dong lol
And then also your troll picture made my day hahaha hen hao xiao
All these actually happened few days ago la
And i just want to appreciate all the little things that made me feel so warm :D

And then, still, there's always a time for everything,
There's sad time, and THERE'S happy time
Dont underestimate the power of time, it can bring you all sorts of surprises!

有时候难过难过一下也没什么不对

但时间到了 你知道难过够了
就该好好继续向前走

躺够了吗？ 够了就站起来继续哈哈大笑！

别忘了还有比难过更重要的事情
那就是快乐！
（saw this yesterday in someone's insta :D)

Today, I was in math lecture and was bored
Lol and i read fen fen blog post which she mentioned me and makes me so happy hahaha 多谢捧场啊 哈哈哈

Let's jiayou together!
It's still great to have a chance to live this life isn't it?!
Should i hashtag yolo? XD

垃圾桶的垃圾太满了
需要一点时间去倒

也许好几天

2015 年 希望

*可以更会理财
可以越来越不用靠父母太多钱
可以赚多一点钱
*可以早早睡
可以更努力
可以纪律一点 一点也好！
可以听多一点课

可以每个星期去教会
可以对家人好一点
可以学习如何love like how God loves us
可以学画一家人的画像

*可以尝试很多很多很多新的东西 ！

可以进director list (sui ran...)

读多一点书（课外课内）

*不要一直花不需要的钱

运动！

可以做更多有意义的事

有时侯也要做一些无聊的事平衡一下

英文要进步哈哈

Care less for things that u shouldn't care much

Spiritul Growth!
*可以更快乐！

可以。。。找到自己心中疑惑很久的答案**

其实自己知道要做些什么
但实践总是那么困难

不管啦 在那之前
必须好好休息休息

啊啊。。。好想念精力充沛的时刻！

Danke!

Halo! Thank you those who concern about my health this two days!
It really warm my heart as having sick here without mum knowing and still have to walk so much it's just....another painful lesson for me to be strong TT
Somemore have to go to school...!!

Thanks for not 嫌弃 i sick and didnt 赶我回家还给我靠，thanks for praying for me stupid ho and that's why i felt better today haha, and thanks for helping me to buy porridge my teo roommate, thank you that u didnt even complain how hot the room is without the air con on this two days lol paiseh aaa and thanks for those who 慰问一下 haha

虽然生病发烧没什么大不了
但没有得休息要去学校真的很辛苦
(Ehmm See doctor take mc 20+sgd)
在这种艰辛没有妈妈在旁边的日子一点点的同理心总会觉得很感动

Danke schon!

自言自语

My manufacturing technology get C leh! 天啊。。。C....!!!
真的是骄兵必败 以为你进director list就很厉害啊
以为没尽力可以这样瞒天过海
以为靠幸运可以过日子吗

这样 director list 泡汤了 这样上不了大学了
咳。。。现在才来kiasu

今天真的是超级煎熬的一天
走路像踩在云端上
只觉得整个人很烧 连眨眼睛都感觉得到眼皮里的热气
想念以前dato 可以随时随地 ponteng 的日子啊！

熬也熬过去了
然后还看到这个臭 Chicken 算是给我巴两巴
不可以再那么随心所欲了！
请不要做会让自己后悔的事了！
尽力 okay!

PISSEDDDDDDDDDFJASFDJKLSFJLASDFDDD

You think I like to sleep late? have to tou tou mo mo some more, with that tired body, you think very fun a?

I cant even do this any more when I go back

and now I have to endure all this LAG SHIT

and you are there, lying on the bed, surfing things that doesn't even really matter
WHICH YOU CAN DO EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ffffffffffffff today is the last day I am here, at home, finally,
but I can't even!!!!!!!!

I don't know what to say

Moving forward

alo! It's the typical new-year post time!!
hahaha
actually you are right, this day is just another ordinary day, which have 24 hours, time pass as usual,

but i believe it was a public holiday for a reason!
new year, 2015! you see! this day is special because, everybody is celebrating it, without people celebrating it, we will missed another opportunity to have fun, missed another great gathering opportunity with people!!!
and the most important thing is that, often this day could be that very special day for us to remember the whole year, to rewind back, what we had learned, and also what good things to be continued (by Sarah),  which is really important but we don't really do that in other days......?



okay, i am reading the letter i wrote to myself a year ago, it's really ... don't know how to say
back then you have no idea on what is going to happen this year, and you are excited you are curious you are looking forward, haha and it looks a bit ignorant for dont know anything, and now you had already gone through the year that you are looking forward about and it's weird to read it!
but fun la hahhaa

lol so in a nutshell, 2014 it's a really special year because things are not the same anymore, you left your comfortable home, went to a new place, learned how to adapt a new environment. you met new people, new friends, new life(?sort of)
it's not a bad year, but it's definitely not an easy year, struggles are everywhere
but you have gone through it!! applause!!! of course, thanks God!
so 2014 is definitely a year that gains alot!!! xD

you did a lot of new things, like went to PTI a camp that was so long, have been helping as a teacher in gausan = =, have chong chong mang mang went to poly, have met new classmates, have worked as waitress for the first time, event worker?, met so many new people in SG, went to snorkeling,

and the year that pays the most concentration in class, (yay!)

huhuhu
and i did said that I want to pay attention to what I need to pay attention to, and I think I did improve in this, continue in doing this!!!! hoho

what else, alot of ..... bondages? that held so long.. also have been release by God
:D


for this year, i just hope to really continue the good things and changes, improve myself and stay happy, grow more in wisdom, do the best in everything, have more faith and treasure the one the matters!

that's it :D

let's keep moving forward!!!