Fresh air?

Bathing time

No hot water

I feel cold

I feel like a kid

I miss home

I miss my family

I miss the comfortable part of home

I miss my computer

I miss my bolster

Not the first time feeling this

The feeling just come and gone

And come again

:(

I know I have to learn to grow up

To be independent

If I can't withstand this what's more if I went to college
there will be more challenges waiting for me

If I can't endure this how am I going to survive in this world

Or maybe I just cannot get use to live with so many people for so long
Is not they are not nice
Everything is quite fine here!
Even little rain passed

I guess I am just being Like what pastor said just now

I am that kind of 'personal' person he mentioned this afternoon, sarcastically said

Lol ya, why being so personal?

Ya la, I just miss my room
Lock the door and being alone
Talking to walls, writing things.. Bla bla bla
Sounds so 自闭 lol ya

I just miss the time when I can sleep alone alone alone
Is it a bad thing to miss?!

I now understand why nana told me xx feel hard to stay with others for too long
I think i am like that too

I guess God wants me to learn and grow in this
Perhaps...