hello i am back!!
from PTI!!!!
really learned alot of things and got alot of inspirations!!!!
God has purpose for everything! I believe
just this...
something remarkable I want to say
just happened not very long, erm last night
this guy, i remembered when I was in Form 1 and Form 2, my 2nd and 3rd year to ESP camp
we are little junior, so young and childish
each of us have someone to fangirling about
and I remembered you are that type of senior which made little girls fangirling about
little girl example : nana hahahaha
yes, that's why I remembered
She likes you alot
and last week while we PTIers attended KLUANG agape church service,
I was wondering who this handsome young man was
very familiar but cannot think of who he was
and never really ask anybody who you are
until last night
Tricia told me, someone had left
to a perfect place - heaven
this guy is Joel Yap, sounds so familiar,
and then with a big shock realized you were the one nana liked so much last time!! and we just met last week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont really know you, never talked before ( if not wrong)
but....... still abit hard to accept that you just left
as far as I know, without any reason.
just left like that
and we just met you last week!! everything looked so normal!!! nothing bad, unexpecting
as in those comments I found out your death reason is unknown, no explaination?
I guess just go like that while dreaming...
I guess that's his last dream in his 23 years of life,
... and from those people in Kluang who wrote about you in their status, I can see that you must be a very nice person,
and i believe nana's taste .. haha = =
ya, we always heard about," oh life is short, cherish your life... blah blah blah"
over and over again we listened and forgot about it
I always thought I was still young, death was a long way to go, far far away
like what nana wrote in her status
only near to those old people... erm..
but seems like..
God has His power over everthing
You never know..
"Life is unpredictable!"
just like what tricia said in her reading project
why? such a nice guy?!
maybe his purpose in this world had done?
Just like my uncle, he is a great pastor and very very good guy
even the church cannot fit in those huge number of people which attended the wake in the church last time
and in His funeral I kept on wondering why God always take away good guy
and leave the bad guy on earth
my uncle's death was caused by an car accident
but in this case... is much way scary because... so much younger and reason unknown.
let me wonder
what does death really means???
seems like an end but just the beginning?
Duty had done in this world and God wants him back??
or to inspire people like me so that I can realize life is short???....
Anything.
as for those so-called 'bad guys'
maybe their job haven't done on earth?
maybe God gave time for them to repent??
maybe.
"I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind..."
suddenly had a deeper understanding on what those lyrics meant
ahhh.... life is really that... fragile and short and full of surprise..never know what's going to happen next
and I still keep on wasting my time, pondering over little things, occupied by unimportant stuffs
MEANINGLESS
what...?!
see that?
So what are you doing?!
what do you want to do if tomorrow you are going to die?
seriously, I don't take this question seriously often when people asked me
answer.. and
forgot
but your time could be any time.
as saying goes..
人固有一死，或重于泰山，或轻于鸿毛。
What's the purpose in everything you did?
Don't know how to answer at a lot of times
I don't know..! :(
Surely this isn't what it should be
Surely life wasn't meant to be wasted
I dont know if I am going to keep this in mind for very long
but hopefully ,if I really forget, back to the meaningless person again
I can read back and once again be reminded.
Guess that death is always that important and big stuff
that important enough which is the fastest way to open blind eyes
often, movie shows that too right?
si le cai dong de jue wu
... so, actually, i kind of learned some lessons through this
and,
may you Rest In peace with Heavenly Father :)
Amen.
from PTI!!!!
really learned alot of things and got alot of inspirations!!!!
God has purpose for everything! I believe
just this...
something remarkable I want to say
just happened not very long, erm last night
this guy, i remembered when I was in Form 1 and Form 2, my 2nd and 3rd year to ESP camp
we are little junior, so young and childish
each of us have someone to fangirling about
and I remembered you are that type of senior which made little girls fangirling about
little girl example : nana hahahaha
yes, that's why I remembered
She likes you alot
and last week while we PTIers attended KLUANG agape church service,
I was wondering who this handsome young man was
very familiar but cannot think of who he was
and never really ask anybody who you are
until last night
Tricia told me, someone had left
to a perfect place - heaven
this guy is Joel Yap, sounds so familiar,
and then with a big shock realized you were the one nana liked so much last time!! and we just met last week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dont really know you, never talked before ( if not wrong)
but....... still abit hard to accept that you just left
as far as I know, without any reason.
just left like that
and we just met you last week!! everything looked so normal!!! nothing bad, unexpecting
as in those comments I found out your death reason is unknown, no explaination?
I guess just go like that while dreaming...
I guess that's his last dream in his 23 years of life,
... and from those people in Kluang who wrote about you in their status, I can see that you must be a very nice person,
and i believe nana's taste .. haha = =
ya, we always heard about," oh life is short, cherish your life... blah blah blah"
over and over again we listened and forgot about it
I always thought I was still young, death was a long way to go, far far away
like what nana wrote in her status
only near to those old people... erm..
but seems like..
God has His power over everthing
You never know..
"Life is unpredictable!"
just like what tricia said in her reading project
why? such a nice guy?!
maybe his purpose in this world had done?
Just like my uncle, he is a great pastor and very very good guy
even the church cannot fit in those huge number of people which attended the wake in the church last time
and in His funeral I kept on wondering why God always take away good guy
and leave the bad guy on earth
my uncle's death was caused by an car accident
but in this case... is much way scary because... so much younger and reason unknown.
let me wonder
what does death really means???
seems like an end but just the beginning?
Duty had done in this world and God wants him back??
or to inspire people like me so that I can realize life is short???....
Anything.
as for those so-called 'bad guys'
maybe their job haven't done on earth?
maybe God gave time for them to repent??
maybe.
"I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind..."
suddenly had a deeper understanding on what those lyrics meant
ahhh.... life is really that... fragile and short and full of surprise..never know what's going to happen next
and I still keep on wasting my time, pondering over little things, occupied by unimportant stuffs
MEANINGLESS
what...?!
see that?
So what are you doing?!
what do you want to do if tomorrow you are going to die?
seriously, I don't take this question seriously often when people asked me
answer.. and
forgot
but your time could be any time.
as saying goes..
人固有一死，或重于泰山，或轻于鸿毛。
What's the purpose in everything you did?
Don't know how to answer at a lot of times
I don't know..! :(
Surely this isn't what it should be
Surely life wasn't meant to be wasted
I dont know if I am going to keep this in mind for very long
but hopefully ,if I really forget, back to the meaningless person again
I can read back and once again be reminded.
Guess that death is always that important and big stuff
that important enough which is the fastest way to open blind eyes
often, movie shows that too right?
si le cai dong de jue wu
... so, actually, i kind of learned some lessons through this
and,
may you Rest In peace with Heavenly Father :)
Amen.
