2017

2017 is here

Turning 21

And Guess what!!!?

It's just another year for me with more goodbyes to come 

:(

Three years ago 

Poly was just a journey to me to get to my Uni 

I want it end fast so I can faster get into Uni 

I want it end fast because I hate to stay in Singapore 

It's boring and lonely 

Everything was new 

And I miss the good old Pontian 

But three years later

I could feel the heartache of leaving 

wake up

除了火患还剩下什么？

没有了


but mind and soul is empty
empty
empty..

又有什么意义呢？


you thought something was fixed
but none was fixed
everything is still the same
we are tired,
nobody cares to fix anything anymore
it's too tough for human anyway
you are seeing a pipe
the water continues to leak,
drop by drop, bit by bit
tik...tik...tik...
whatever, just let it be
until the last droplet of water falls
left no more
completely dry
then the time shall come
to say goodbye


有没有想过
其实一直以为的值得 就只是想太多而已
stop cheating yourself

I really will miss everything here :(

好舍不得....

Thank God for everything here 

转圈圈

绕了一大圈一切还是一样

好幼稚

总以为自己很聪明  自以为什么都知道

真的是懂个屁 什么都不知道

真的是太幼稚了你ZRL

关上门 闭上眼 想就这样悄悄蒸发掉

这样就不会有这样的夜晚

没关系 又不是全世界只有你会有这种夜晚

只是真的好累

想想明天还要早起面对这世界

可不可以就一直睡下去算了

好不想出门 却还要早起

但都答应别人了

怎么办

什么怎么办

也没怎样啊

你会不会就只是太草莓族

算了啦 凡事都会过去的

这你不是经常说吗

只是你以为你得到了什么 拥有了什么

但其实也没有什么

一切都还是一样

和五年前一样的夜晚

还是只想到自己

还是只剩下自己

还是只有祂

真的没什么差

Already not bad

Count your blessings

But nothing matters anyway

F you

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

:'(

我只想躲起来做一只蘑菇okayyy

戰爭

擁有想要飛向天際的心

卻沒有足夠的勇氣馬力

想要自由翱翔

卻害怕世俗眼光

是不是要生存 就只能世故圓滑

站在波濤洶湧的人群中

強大的壓力只會讓你更加無力

一點一滴地把你吞噬

直到消失不見

是不是這一生不管有沒有經歷世界大戰

還是免不了有許許多多的戰要爭

它可以是在腦海裡 可以是在你心裡

外表面無聲色 思緒卻在喊打喊殺 

戰對著原本的你

爭著誰會贏

脆弱得像只小螞蟻

經不住一根手指的威力

隨時一捏即碎

無助又無力

爬得好累