Ah....

Finally the exam is over!

But how I wish I can go home tomorrow
...

How I wish I brought my laptop back...

And yes of course exam is not the end there are still alot more of things to concern!!

I have moved to a new place! Yesterday!

Well I really have to mention here
Thanks QIUSI and PREM for helping me and jx to move our stuffs
Lol we have really alot of stuffs, is like 搬我们所有的财产aneh
Jingran need two taxi
Ohh and about the issues of us and the previous landlord, thank God everything has settled!
Haha
回来回来。。
Really need to thank my two friends for helping
Actually really grateful !
Because we two are quite helpless with 堆积如山的财产hahhaa
And much appreciation to both of them because the next day(today) we have a stupid module to test!
That module is like engineering 版的 sejarah
And they still very 爽快地答应了！
Really very very grateful 走很多趟帮我们搬上搬下  看东西 还要听我们和auntie吵架 hahaha
Wish you two have distinction for manufacturing !
And get 4.0!

But you know,
move house + 2subject exam = stress
this two days, really abit tired...
Thank God for the strength la!

But so buxiguan.... it feels like staying in someonelse's place
And now we are like staying in storeroom
两只大老鼠
Oh she went back msia today le TT left me one 老鼠。。
Oh and we dont have aircon so have to let the window open abit,
Haha have to learn how to sleep 好看一点

*
(Jump tone)

And this whole life we are going through this tug of war
White vs black
Pure vs evil
Yet it's not about the outside
But the seeds in you.

Dear God,
I pray that everything will be okay for both of move house issues and also my exam
Please provide me wisdom and courage to settle the conflicts faced for I know this is going to be an opportunity to learn and gain something
And hor, I pray that please give us patience to deal with the issues
Let us be more like You, slow to anger and always make choices out of love.
I think I really cannot do apa apa lo without You helping me this time
Ya la I really is only find You when I have issues going on,
I know I am stubborn but thank You for loving me
Please humble my heart.
I am not a good child I know but I do wish I could say what I mean, to You, not just for the sake to say.

In Jesus name I prayed, Amen

#很惆怅有没有

在你忙碌于生活中的琐事的时候
在你沉浸于世界的繁华中的时候
在你把时间浪费操心小事的时候
在你不知所措不知在干嘛的时候

天，不知不觉地黑了
黄昏的美也悄然逝去
而你 只能望着夜空叹息..

#没有要写诗but为什么出来感觉像诗

还有，在我起身离开的时候有一只壁虎跳出来！tmdddddd害我现在比刚才更惆怅 zzz

“夕阳无限好 只是近黄昏”

名句果然够力

Sunset

Our engineering block is like 热情如火

I love how wide the sky is in this place
Love how magnificient the view of sunset is
Love how cool and calm this place is
Just likee the moon above me

天空好大好阔

但我们真的能随意飞翔吗？

Recently,

Aaaa mrt time is still the best time to blabberrrrr

This cny is so fun!
My sis all came back on chuxi which is quite nan de
And we ate steamboat
And have fun tgt hehe

I don't know is because getting older or what
The feeling when we are getting along with each other change as time passed
It's not the same as last time
Where our age gap was such a huge longkang
Now is kind of... small gullies

Or is it because we are all not the same anymore?

Thank God of course!

Then chor 2 went out with choichoi
And didnt meet hss
Actually i met her in econsave before cny hahahaha and because we are that far we could only 远远地深望着对方
Oh chor 2 a...talk talk talk but It was all about 揉搓 KEN hohoho
And went to lwq house ken house wenyu house
Leow leow's nephew so cute lo!

And chor 3 got secondary friends' reunion but i went to selangor with relatives and family!
We had 36 person in total i guess so yiyi booked a bus
Hahaha chio leh
Even my erjie dajie went leh yet got cousins can go but choose not to join
*=._=. (That whatsapp face)

Lol and CU keep on teach 6years old 薇薇 to call me CU jiejie and 张宝宝
Lol 薇薇把这个别名带到另外一个sibeh cute 的境界

Aaa but duno when can meet all the secondary  schoolmates again

And i am so freaking tired...and want to shit and going back to auntie house.. aaaa
And TMR EXAM AT 9AM
wth
I really dont want to remind myself how important semestral exams are
Ya and i really didn't heeheee
And when the results out see how u die

Aaaiya bright side*
can go back to nyp and meet iceberg qiuqiu anqi and other friends quite happy la
And teo jiaxian
Btw i am going to move this week o~
Maybe tomorrow o~
There's so much stuffs to concern but i just wanna reach home fast and shit first

And i finally accept the fact that
有些东西变了 就永远回不去了

没有了就是没有了
它就只能收藏在回忆里

No matter how much you missed the PAST, once gone, forever gone. All u can do, is to treasure the moment NOW, so that it could be a beautiful piece of memory stored for the FUTURE.

Happy Chinese New Year!
Have a blessed year!
Love yourself be brave and hope to have a close relationship with Him!
Gong xi fa cai

Yao dao le, and shit macam buxiang chu lai le... ==

This is actually written on...... 23/2!
Just now think of something to add then pao dao first post!

趁还没有冲昏头的时候
还有那麽一点理智的时候

做对的选择？

就像昨天趁心虚的时候快点把laptop收起来
然后远离
不要再碰

可是。。。这个。。。不懂勒。。。

亲一个

Halooo 不舍得睡觉

It's been so long
To find myself way too far from all the mainstream i knew
And I kind of appreciate the suite simple life now
I appreciate every sincere heart that really cares!
Thank you for your genuineness

Thanks God!
Hope to spend my time with the people which i love and love me :D
Because they are much worthy and precious
Because I would not have to worry that one day someone could turn against me
would not have to fear that one day u have to bear the pain of being betrayed
Because I know you all are that special
Pure, kind, and simple

I felt so blessed to have you all in this moment of life
Thanks God for knowing what I need the most :D

也许以后
先看上的必须是你所想的
因能决定及改变一切的
其实都来自看不见的里面

It's so difficult

Why is it to have be so difficult

Why cant i get through all the shit voices,
all those bad seeds are planted in your nature, and they will haunt your thoughts, and pollute them without u evem realise at the moment

Why did struggles come back every time when u made up your mind?

But Ohh baby, dont you forget challenges are meant to be tough?
If not, it isn't a challenge no more.

Byebye longlong

Hari ini

Behtahan TT

I dropped my concession card which i just bought the pass TODAY for 51 sgd

And I couldn't believe i had dropped it somewhere when i cant find it in my bag and pocket
Yet i was in the midst of teaching Jamien i couldn't run away to search for it because i also dont know where it will be TT
And jamien keep cannot follow the beat and still very impatient in playing piano i really..... who is the one 才不耐烦lo！ but i just secretly ask God to give me patience in my heart la zzzzz 真是的
After class i searched high and lows flipped every corner of my bag.. and i couldn't find it

Rm125 leh! Just renew it today TT
Wth
I had no idea where was it
And i had to rush to jurong east because if i reached there after 5.30 will be damn stupid jammed
LOL abit desperate just noe because
Thinking that i might just threw rm128 into longkang

SO i prayed and ask God to help me find
But the last time i had used the card was an hour ago! .....

Then i went back the path where i walked to his house and damn! It was going to rain!
Are u seriously kidding me, i thought,

Then walk dao yi ban before it really rains
I saw it lying still and obediently on the middle of the road!
Haahahha that feeling really xD

Really very amazing sia :D the feeling like randomly see it lie there
Luckily noone had taken it TT
Luckily i spotted it!
Thanks God TT really....
Last time i left my handphone on the waiting-for-mrt-bench
Then when i alr walked away from the mrt i realize where my phone has gone
Then i prayed and go back to the mrt to search but i forgot which bench i sat just now!
And also very luckily, i saw a guy, his hand holding two handphones
Immediately i recognise that's is mine! I rushed to get it and the mrt he is going to board came!
Walao the timing is just.... too perfect if i was 3 seconds slower my phone will be gone into the mrt TT

He even told me if i am late abit the phone will be his
I dont know if he is kidding or what la but most importantly i got my hp back TT
It's just an old lenovo but inside got alot of stuffs leh!

Wah, i really want to thank God for both incidents TT
重要东西不见了惊慌不知所措然後又寻获的感觉xD
Thank You!

I know i really blur lo
Like now... when i typed my blog here
I just realize i had board on the wrong mrt which goes another direction
...........

Please let me reach jurong in time TT

Behtahan TT

I dropped my concession card which i just bought the pass TODAY for 51 sgd

And I couldn't believe i had dropped it somewhere when i cant find it in my bag and pocket
Yet i was in the midst of teaching Jamien i couldn't run away to search for it because i also dont know where it will be TT
And jamien keep cannot follow the beat and still very impatient in playing piano i really..... who is the one 才不耐烦lo！ but i just secretly ask God to give me patience in my heart la zzzzz 真是的
After class i searched high and lows flipped every corner of my bag.. and i couldn't find it

Rm125 leh! Just renew it today TT
Wth
I had no idea where was it
And i had to rush to jurong east because if i reached there after 5.30 will be damn stupid jammed
LOL abit desperate just noe because
Thinking that i might just threw rm128 into longkang

SO i prayed and ask God to help me find
But the last time i had used the card was an hour ago! .....

Then i went back the path where i walked to his house and damn! It was going to rain!
Are u seriously kidding me, i thought,

Then walk dao yi ban before it really rains
I saw it lying still and obediently on the middle of the road!
Haahahha that feeling really xD

Really very amazing sia :D the feeling like randomly see it lie there
Luckily noone had taken it TT
Luckily i spotted it!
Thanks God TT really....
Last time i left my handphone on the waiting-for-mrt-bench
Then when i alr walked away from the mrt i realize where my phone has gone
Then i prayed and go back to the mrt to search but i forgot which bench i sat just now!
And also very luckily, i saw a guy, his hand holding two handphones
Immediately i recognise that's is mine! I rushed to get it and the mrt he is going to board came!
Walao the timing is just.... too perfect if i was 3 seconds slower my phone will be gone into the mrt TT

He even told me if i am late abit the phone will be his
I dont know if he is kidding or what la but most importantly i got my hp back TT
It's just an old lenovo but inside got alot of stuffs leh!

Wah, i really want to thank God for both incidents TT
重要东西不见了惊慌不知所措然後又寻获的感觉xD
Thank You!

I know i really blur lo
Like now... when i typed my blog here
I just realize i had board on the wrong mrt which goes another direction
...........

Please let me reach jurong in time TT

小心点啊！

因为一不小心 事情就会变复杂了

而你 就会成为罪魁祸首